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let me
03:28
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i am trying to get better at
telling the truth
first order of business
i'm getting sick of you
i usually bury this shit way down
'cause i don't wanna hurt anyone anymore
i've got to be more honest with myself
so we'll become closer than before
it's my party
please don't come to my party
it's my party
i might invite you if you let me
jeannie says
i'd like to regret this evening again
so put your hands around my neck and feel me again
now november is dead
and all of the tiny branches tear me open
with the sky burning red
i walk in the snow and try to forget what you said
it's my party
i might start over if you let me
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coral
02:31
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now i'm scared of you
afraid of what you'll do
just 'cause you don't know me better
the puzzle pieces in my chest
are begging me to get some rest
just 'cause you won't treat me better
what was the whole point of this?
can't afford a therapist
but i don't have to read your letters
no i don't have to read your letters
and i hope someday you'll get better
i hope someday you will
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the park
03:10
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pocket
03:21
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i think that i hate myself much more than you realize
confusing self obsession with love all the time
i hope there's a secret lesson in every experience
even if it's all one junior coder's experiment
so i sit
and i yearn
and i try to keep my mouth closed
as i think about why i try to control every outcome
of the choices debatably mine
of the choices debatably mine
i've got a habit of keeping you waiting upstairs
either my time is too precious or no one really cares
swinging back and forth from the poles of illusion and common sense
can you show me the difference between healthy debate and an argument?
so i sit
and i yearn
and i try to keep my mouth closed
as i think about why i try to control every outcome
in an age that's debatably mine
in an age that's debatably mine
my shoes are made of plastic and pain as i head to your door
i slither to your autumin hoping you forgot what i said before
but we both know you have a photographic memory
so i hold you in the light in hopes that it exposes everything
so i sit
and i yearn
and i try to keep my mouth closed
as i think about why i try to control every outcome
in this life that's debatably mine (x4)
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